But I really need to accomplish somethings. I need money. And I really need to start eating healthier. I was sick for awhile, and it all came back and I felt like puking the whole night. I need to watch what I eat, exercise, and idk. I'm thinking about giving up red meat. I don't need extra hormones in my body, I'm already on birth control. And once I lose weight, I'm going to buy myself some new clothes. But I gotta find a new job first.